tired was, tired is, tired will be.

i haven't got a clue why on earth i'm writing this in english.
to be honest, i haven't got a clue why i'm doing anything these days.
actually, i'm neither depressed nor bitter.

but still, it's strange.
void.
naught.
i'm now more tired than i've ever been in my whole life. and a bit bored i suppose.

i have made a great big mistake at some point in life. don't know when and don't know what. and i'm not trying to find out what it is.


i feel that i should feel a little sad but don't feel like it. and with no apparent reason for either.
could be the weather.
or i could be missing something.
nothing cuts it.
and i feel like i should just go to sleep and forget it all.

and,
surprise! surprise!
i'm not going to delete this, it stays.